快活的研一就这么结束了，最近在忙着找工作了，今天去了镇江人才市场，我的目标岗位是商务助理和文员。这是镇江每个礼拜一次的惯例招聘会，依然还是这么拥挤，这似乎是中国招聘现场最大的特点所在。清一色的大中专学生或社会青年，偶尔夹杂着几个大肆毕业了还没有来得及找到“理想”工作的冒失鬼。我这个“在读硕士”应该是那片混乱大厅里的凤毛麟角。

   一个“在读硕士”去应聘文员，是我的错吗？我一直认为我是一个积极向上的学生，在学习阶段还在努力争取着挣点工作经验和钱。还记得去年暑假我用家教挣的钱给我妈买了一件400多的鄂尔多斯，当时她的脸笑的多美啊，也是那么的难忘。我知道我必须接着努力，不能做到最优秀，我能做到坚持。i will keep on hard working .

姓    名	caroline	性   别	女	出生		照片
政治面貌	中共党员	民   族	汉	籍贯
健康状况	良  好	学   历	在读硕士	专   业	统计学
求 职 意 向	数据分析类，商务助理类
教 育 经 历	2007/09—2009/12   江苏大学 研究生 统计学 财经学院 (数理统计,时间序列分析,多元统计分析,金融衍生工具,经济计量,投入产出分析,系统动态学等课程) 2003/09--2007/06： 江苏大学 本科   信息与计算科学 理学院                  （数学分析，SQL数据库理论，网络安全和密码学技术等课程）
专 业 技 能	英  语： CET-4、CET-6，口语熟练;  计算机： 本科期间通过江苏省普通高校计算机二级（C语言）、国家三级（网络技术），熟练Office办公软件;  软  件:  SPSS,E-VIEWS,SD.
社 会 实 践	2007/04-2007/08 江苏镇江迅腾网络有限公司: 电子商务:我在商务部门配合经理项目规划,客户资料分析,产品的咨询,方案的拟定;翻译经理的外文邮件,参与国外市场分析; 2006/08  暑期   江苏苏州冠磊电子有限公司 :业务助理，主要协助业务主管; 2005/07  暑期   江苏常州莱森电子厂做财务数据整理(亲戚家的公司); 2003-2005本科   江苏大学学生会外联部，培养了较强的协作、交际能力。
个 人 爱 好	羽毛球，乒乓球，爬山，音乐，看书 人生格言：我们为什么而活着-为快乐，什么样的人最美——自信的人；所以我们不但要追求快乐，而且要坚持自信。
自 我 评 价	本人积极向上，乐观自信，有较强的团队合作精神，善于分析和解决问题（逻辑性思维强），做事具有强烈的责任心，有良好的学习和适应能力。
联 系   方 法

  我的研一伊甸园马上就要结束了。我的暑假安排到现在还没有弄个明晰。论文接着写，英语接着练，工作也在接着找。我的专业是统计学，我们学校经济类的一个老牌专业了。因为本科专业是信息与计算科学，偏向数学，算是培养了不错的逻辑分析能力，个人认为思维还算敏捷，性格方向乐观自信。

当在研究生复试时，老师问我：“为什么没有选择热门的会计学？”

我说：“统计学应用面广，该专业在国外有很大的发展空间，也相对严谨。”（实际上想想每年从大学，大专，职高各类院校毕业的会计的学生可谓千军万马，而且会计攻击枯燥，没有创新性。）

现在班上的同学中，男生(boy)忙着考投资证券类的证书，女生(girl)忙着考英语口译证书，还有不知是男是女的牛人(cow man)天天抱着几块“大砖头”泡图书馆——考注册会计师证书，还有就是一些创业人(business man)已经在校外打拼天下了。我的统计出路又在哪里呢？

I moved in the room at September last year ,I can even remember the first time when we meet . She was sitting on her bed ,packing her clothing with long straight hair on her back ,wow ,so beautiful and soft ! At that moment I regarded her as my elderly sister. But the true thing what happened later tell me a lesson : don’t judge a person by his first impression .

It is evident to see she is good looking. but u can not find out she is lazy in a minute .during the several months (almost one year)when we live together ,she never sweep the floor ;she never wash clothes by her hand(she goes to the washhouse once every month ) even the underwear ;she never sleep before 2:00 in the morning …it is really true that she can not finish her master thesis until this semester have something to do she was not hardworking ,she always played together with her black India bf.

I know it is not good to talk about some people behind her ,but I have to say I don’t like her ! I will never ever like girls of this kind .to be honest ,I am outright but I learn to be tolerant .I wanted to speak out sometimes but I worried she would get hurt ,so I hold up with her day after day ,week after a week ,month after a month .

After she left today,the room seems more capacious ,It took me 2 hours to clean the room ,I am very happy ,it is a brand new room now .

    in the  morning,there  was a small scale job market on our campus. i was so excited ,and go for job hunting with my  new resume .my bojective is the financing and investment,or do some statistics management.hehe ,the true thing is that only a few small companies come here ,and the almost of position are for boys ,whose major is automobie,mechanism and medicine.so ,i didn't get a good ending.

   and this is my english resume,who can give me some addives:

PersonalInformation	§         English name: Caroline §         Studious Marital status: Unmarried §         Nationality: Chinese §         Age: 24 §         Place of Birth: Tongcheng of Anhui province
Objective	§         Financing and investment ; §         Statistics and managerial department
Education	2007/09-2009/12 ：  JIANGSU University , economy college 2003/09--2007/06：  JIANGSU University, Degree :Bachelor of science 2000/09--2003/06：  Tongcheng Anhui Fangang high School
English  skills	Passed CET-4 , CET-6 in my undergraduate stage ; And have a good command of spoken ,written ,reading English
Computer skills	Passed JIANGSU computer grade second and  third of network technology; Skilled in using of Microsoft office software;
Work  Experiences	2007/06—2007/12 Zhenjiang XUNTENG network Ltd. As a assistant of e-business, attended in item programming under the manager, analyzed the client dates, and sometimes translated the manager’s English letters ,and did analysis in foreign market.   in    the Summer of 2005, I took a exercitation in Changzhou LAISUN electron factory. As a financial analyst. Did some simple statistic in the process and community.
Hobbies and Motto	Badminton, Mountain climbing, Music, Reading Motto:   What does the life for ? –- Happiness . Who is the most beautiful ?-- Confident man. So, the life is you are in pursuit of happiness with full of confidence.
Personal evaluate	Aggressive, independent and be able to work under a dynamic environment. Have coordination skills, teamwork spirit. Studious nature and dedication are my greatest strengths.

   i  have been wondering for several days,what kind of person will i become ?what kind of life do i want to have?what kind of  memory will others get when i pass away?

   at  october last year ,i  quited my first job in my career then returned back to college ,to become a full-time graduate student. from then on,i have been living a very happy life on campus,taking classes,reading magazines , surfing online ,palying computer games,making new friends,,,and so on ,.in fact ,there are not too many classes for graduate student,so i have a lot of leisure time ,and no financial problem for me ,no feeling trouble for me ,my parents and friends all love me very much.i really appreciate these days ,,just like i am in a seventh heaven.

    i know if i keep on this kind of life ,i will ruin my wonderful dream.yes ,as every body ,i have my own dream.i have to make it come true.even though it seems a little unpractical.as a famous proverb going:there are only things u can not imagine ,but nothing u can not make true.so i should be confident.

   i have to get busy from now on! i set up a short-period plan.in the coming half year,i want to finish my master thesis,i want to pass the interpreter exam ,i want to get a probation job ,i want to show my love to my old parents,i want the world know i am not still a child.i can do some thing!

    at  yesterday evening,about 23:00,my tutor gave me a message : "did u mail ur paper to my adress?why cann't i find it ,could u send it once again ,please !"

     oh ,my god ! the true thing is i got her reply seveal days ago,it said "ok,i got it .let me see."  she is a beautiful woman,very charming ,and she is the director of our major department.that's why i choose her as my tutor.and i always respect her untill this thing ,,,,it just like she had a joke at me .

  i guess ,may be as she is so busy in business(her stocks and relationships) that she ignore my paper,but i am in a hurry ,i wish to finish it as soon as possible.i want to go outside to eran money,at least to gain living experience;i should step into the society to touch the real world;i should do the thing i really like to do .

  at yesterday evening,about 23:02,i started my computer ,(i just closed it 2 minutes ago),and opened my e-mail,then send the paper to her address,again,besides that ,i wrote some sentences as follows:( with a big smile on my face) :"i really appreciate ur concern on me,it is a little late,please take good care of yourself.in additon that ,the day after tomorrow is Mother's Day,so ,i wish u best.thanks for ur time."

•养活自己  【总计655元】

•280元充饭卡（现在食堂菜价上涨）

•40元手机卡

•15元网费

•口译学习班170元（全程是680元，4个月教程）

•一个月水果15*6=90元（一个月平均买七次）

•一个月零食及简单生活用品30*2=60元

•快活自己  【总计511元】

•网上购物130元（裙子80，袜子10，海滩用品40）

•连云港三日游370元（来回车票130，送礼物80，一天的行程车上零食40，一天看海花果山，一天逛街120）密友包吃包住包玩。第一次去连云港一定得买点纪念的东西回来的。

•化妆品很少用，买的也可以用很久，一个月记10元.

•《上海一周》1.5元

如此预算开支是1166元，通常会把旅游这项延迟延迟再延迟，因为还得积累找工作准备金。通过这个预算，让自己发现水果费用竟然这么多。自光明牛奶上涨40%之后，就没有喝过牛奶了。是啊，一千块钱的日子尽是小康水平哦。而一个朋友说苏州的月最低工资标准是840元，社会补贴25%,总共哦就是1050元。

      it  has been two months since my roommate moved out ,(she moved out to live together with her boyfriend , an india guy,who is really really black,hehe),now i am living by alone ,only me in the double room,some people would say:"u r so luck!" u know what,in some dormitory buildings of my college ,there are 4 graduate students have to be crowded in one small room.it seems like i am in seventh heaven.

     but the true thing is that sometimes i don't even get one to talk with .i feel loney,the quietness can make me heart my heart beating.the silence in night scared me ,i am afraid to look outside of the window,particuarly,when there is a storm or heavy wind at night ,i  have to make one small wall light on untill  the next morning.

    in fact,my dorm is on 10 floor,most of the rooms on this floor are empty,because some students graduated from the college at the winter in the last year,i can say that no more than 8 girls live on 10 floor,and they have different majors.so ,u can image how it is quiet.u can image how i am feeling at night.

      in the morning ,i opened my e-mail to check whether my tutor gave me a letter. disapp-ointment ,once again .i gazed at the webside ,losing in my thought. i sended a paper to  my tutor yesterday,and got nothing as  replay,i am worried about my paper , it took me a  little time to finish it ,i know it is not qualified to regard as a paper of a master . but i ha-ve no choice ,i eager to get a probation in the coming summer vacation.

     the surprise is a message cluing me i have a bolge here ,hehe ,then i can write down my feelings ,i can exchange mood with strangers, i can know many friends with the same interests,target,or a dream.

     thanks 163 for offering me such a wonderful space .